Not sure why do i even seem surprised when i see you talking to other women but what i do know is it makes me feel worse.I just dont understand how you can be so heartless when i gave you my everything and you just dont care. All those times we shared together meant nothing to you. I was just another girl in your life.You never loved me and thats something i tell myself everyday.I need to accept that it was all a lie that this love you had for me was never true.And that really breaks my heart.I feel like one of these days ill have a mental breakdown because i feel all of this anger and sadness building inside, it feels like im burning alive.Its  sadness like no other. never felt this way towards a person before.Its just fucked up what youve done and i dont know what else to do!
Why do i keep thinking youll come back one day as a changed man WHY? why do i keep thinking that you do love me why just why i want you gone i dont want to htink of you dream of you no more cant you see its killing me 9\17\14