I feel like my whole world is coming to an end i feel like picking up the phone and calling you or even texting you asking why?
Why me, what did i do to you ? i don't understand why ?.
How could you be so heartless?
You didn't feel not one bit of remorse while all of this occurred?.
None of this fits clear in my mind.
How can someone invest so much time making someone believe that they love them? making them believe that one day they will both have something great in the future.
How someone can be lying for that long and not feel bad at all.
For heavens sake what are you made of ?
Steel? Do you not have blood in your veins? What are you made out of ? don't you have a heart ?.
How could you do this to someone who did nothing to you but love you and care for you? how HOW could you.
I can feel my heart pound feeling like its going to come out my chest as i write this, i cry feels like the pain is slowly eating me on the inside.
I guess this is how it feels huh?.
This is how it feels to have your heart broken?.
Its been shattered into a million pieces and its hurting so much.
Its killing me slowly each and each day.
By the time ill be recovered ill never be the same girl you met 3 years ago,
I wont trust , i wont love the same , ill almost be bitter, And i definitely wont have a heart anymore.
No more of that sweet and innocent.
Nope
you destroyed that girl, and now shell become you.
Shell be careless and heartless like you.
You ruined her and you don't see that.
I don't know how you feel about me nor ill ever will
Just know that i did love
and i proved it many times in my life.
I wanted to be your wife
be here for you always but you took that away from me
i don't ever want to give myself to someone ever again
i never want to get married i don't want none of that shit
because i wanted it all with you but you destroyed those dreams and took my heart and threw to the ground where it shattered into a million pieces and now nothing will ever be the same.
