I made another mistake yet again knowing what was what he wanted from me this time around.It reallly hurts my feelings that its the real truth behind his actions, i feel so humiliated and unwanted, i thought he really he loved me for me but he only cares for one thing only and it makes me really sad.I had to be honest and bring it up, he didnt deny it and just didnt even respond. That tells me everything and it hurts me so much that ive been crying all day about it, i dont understand why he does this to me why cant god make him realize what hes doing is killing me why god why me why does he do this to me